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Hello, NvP

Ninja February 9th, 2010

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Hello to our dear friends at NvP! Unfortunately, Penguin and I have been über-busy and have not been able to post as of late. Penguin’s been working on some spots and a documentary. While I’ve moved twice in the past month and already have had my new apartment flooded twice since I’ve arrived! Oh, my precious art supplies (those illustration boards didn’t stand a chance).

Thanks for your patience as we get our stuff sorted out. In the meantime, feel free to browse the archives and enjoy our past posts.

Much love,
Ninja

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We’re engaged!

Ninja January 17th, 2010

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Magnificent sunsets, friendly people, and In-N-Out Burger. Just when I can’t seem to believe how wonderful California is, things just keep getting better…

We’re engaged!!

Last weekend, Penguin got down on one knee and proposed to me at the Getty sculpture garden. I love him so much, and I can’t even fully express how happy and excited I am!!!

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Perfectionism vs Creativity

Penguin July 22nd, 2009

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In a recent Wired article about the using Twitter to test material, I stumbled on this gem:

Preciousness and perfectionism are the enemies of laughter, Feig says. I’d go further: They can be inimical to creativity itself. And the positive implications of disposable ideation [...] go way beyond the chuckle hut. Picture a continuous curve of non-perfected, non-permanent expression, as opposed to individual, agonized boluses of brilliance. “Fuck it. I wrote it; if people don’t like it, I’ll put another out there soon enough,” Feig says of his Tweet ethic. “It’s freeing.”

Unfettered creative freedom is dear to Feig, who labored for years to perfect a near-perfect television show only to see it strangled to death by network exigencies.

The key quote in there is: “Fuck it. I wrote it; if people don’t like it, I’ll put another out there soon enough”

After watching Eyes Wide Shut and considering the mastery of Kubrick’s work, I’m torn. Part of me wants to produce impeccable art. The other part of me wants to hammer stuff out, each piece focusing, stretching, challenging, and stressing, my abilities. If it’s true that we need 10,000 hours or about 10 years of experience to become an expert, then I need all the practice I can get.

Talking to Ninja last night, I decided that I can live with both. If I want to produce impeccable art, I need to be disciplined on how I make that art come about. It would start in the concept and extend all the way through marketing and distribution. The perfection can’t be limited to just when you’re putting it together. This also means factoring in time for mistakes. And whenever you’re trying to be impeccable, you’re going to make mistakes.

Until I come up with that idea that is really worth pursuing with such energy, discipline, and abandon, I need to get to the point where I’ll be able to pull it off. That means pumping stuff out, being free and not over thinking these smaller projects. Because I know that each one is focused on stretching me in one particular way.

You can compare it to strength training. You can either use a machine that will isolate that specific muscle or use free weights to use an entire group of muscles. In reality, we use our entire bodies when we exert. This is why I love climbing so much. Your technique is balanced by your power is balanced by your mental discipline. It’s the body, working as one, that attains the goal. Does isolated training have it’s place? Definitely.

It’s the same thing with anything creative. The entire process is like the body. And you go through it, some of it is easier, so those muscles aren’t stretched. Others, hopefully, are more difficult, and really push you to the limit. And afterwards, you rest, renew, and grow.

Follow Paul Feig.

You should follow me on twitter here.

- Penguin

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<3 scallion pancake

Ninja April 17th, 2009

Penguin’s been quite ill these past 2 weeks. It started off with intense migraines, then an ear infection, and now shingles (agonizing adult chickenpox).

I went to visit him after I got out of work. My voice is nearly gone (due to a sore throat and coughing) and his shingles make it painful for him to talk. So we sat there in silence, enjoying each other’s company while eating dinner.

After several minutes passed, he cut his scallion pancake into a rough heart shape and slid his plate over for me to see. ^____^

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Ninja, where are you?

Ninja November 7th, 2008

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Thanks for your thoughtful (and concerned) emails! I’m still here. I’m still alive. ^____^ But a few things have been keeping me from posting:

+ being really busy with work (bleh, boring, but true)
+ taking an Anatomy night class at SVA (yay!)
+ being sick for quite some time & seeing a slew of specialists (early morning appointments, giving up vials of my precious blood for testing, getting poked & prodded = foul mood)
+ being overly sleep-deprived = being cranky, sarcastic, & a giant bore = I go into hiding mode because no one wants to be around me when I’m all miserable (I don’t even want to be around me)
+ trying to get some personal art work in (mostly unsuccessful)

My apologies, my dear readers. And HUGE thanks to Penguin for holding down the fort in my absence & putting up with (& still loving) me.

A quick update as to what I’ve been up to:

In October, I went to visit my dear friends, NC & Tim in LA. While there, I took in the sights, checked out Art Center, celebrated Stefan Bucher’s 35th birthday, & met Ophelia Chong. It was such a dream vacation. Blue skies, sunshowers, & some of the sweetest folks ever.

Oh, yah, & we stopped by LACMA, too.

In more recent news, the breathtaking Ms. Tanya Dakin (model/photographer/Suicide Girl) is allowing me the honor to paint her in the buff (as in she’s posing nude, not me sitting nude while painting). My college friend Tony was kind enough to set up our online introduction—a thousand thanks, Bing Chi Ling!

As always, thanks for checking in & stopping by our humble blog.

Cheers & have a lovely weekend,
Ninja ^______^

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Live out your dream

Ninja October 23rd, 2008

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I met a young woman named Nicole last nite. What got me excited was seeing the passion in her eyes when she spoke. I wanted to say, “Go for it! Just go for it, and live out your dreams!!” But I didn’t want to interrupt her as she was talking so quickly and just pouring her heart out. This quote is for you, Nicole.

good luck out there.  i think as long as you’re doing exactly what the fuck you want to be doing and not a note or word differently, life will be good.
- Ben Folds in an email to The Dresden Dolls

Much love,
Ninja

Related links
+ How to do what you love
+ How and Why to Be Unreasonable by Timothy Ferriss

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It’s Okay to Fail

Penguin October 16th, 2008

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I’ve been really stressed out since coming back from LA. Part of it was because I had an essay due on Tuesday. I started working on it but didn’t make much headway.

Class came and it still wasn’t done. But before that, I decided that I was going to hand it in late. Wednesday came and gone and although I made a little more progress, I don’t even have what can be called a first draft.

Right before I typed this, I played a little Tetris DS before sleeping. CPU lvl 5 thoroughly kicked my butt. And that’s when I realized what was really stressing me out. I was afraid to fail.

Not in the grade sense of the word, but fail myself. I set myself up to be amazing. I have to get the A. I have to try really hard. And in that, I lost sight of everything and stressed myself out. I had frozen in panic.

So instead of moving forward and just doing it, I ended up doing nothing.

This is the same lesson we sometimes have to learn as filmmakers or artists. We’re so caught up in needing our work to be perfect, in being amazing, that we set ourselves up to fail by not meeting those expectations. And we’ve been trained for 18+ years of our lives that it’s NOT okay to fail. When in reality, it is.

It’s okay to fail.

I look back at some of the stuff I put out and I know it’s not the best. But there was something authentic about it. Instead of just talking about doing something, I did it. And that’s a success.

Doing nothing is the failure.

Shoot that short film, write that book, draw what you enjoy, do something, anything! Because not doing anything would be a tragedy.

Now I can sleep.

-Penguin

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The Game is Mental

Penguin September 23rd, 2008

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This past Saturday, I went to the Gunks to do some outdoor climbing. The first route we did was a 5.8. This was the first time I toproped outside and was decidedly nervous.

The first part of the climb was pretty easy. But then I got to the overhang in the pic above. This was about 50ft up. I reached blindly over the edge and felt around for a good hold. I settled on a small crack, crimped, and threw my left hand up, grasping for whatever I could find. I then kicked my right foot up on the edge and pulled myself up. Afterwards, I just stood there on these tiny jibs, mentally and physically tired. My toes trembled with adrenaline. But I made it.

The rest of the climb wasn’t too difficult, but there were moments I wanted to say, “No, I can’t do it. It’s too scary, I’m too tired, it’s too high, my shoes are slipping off, I want to come down.” But I didn’t. I pushed and got to the top.

When I got back down, my ankles were still quivering from the adrenaline and the feeling was amazing.

So much of what you do is mental. Writing, getting your film made, finishing that painting, or just trying something knew. And when everything inside you is telling you, “You can’t do it”, you have to tell yourself, “No. I’m going to try.” And you may climb over the crag or you may fall, but what separates the winners from everyone else is going for it.

What do you need to go for? What steps do you need to take to make it happen?

-Penguin

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In progress

Ninja September 10th, 2008

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Hallo & good afternoon!

I have a bunch of paintings that need to be finished come October—yikes. So the Ninja front will be relatively quiet.

Here’s a sneak peak at one of the paintings in progress.


Happy hump day,
Ninja ^____^

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Edward Hopper

Ninja September 2nd, 2008

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If you could say it in words there would be no reason to paint.
Edward Hopper


Edward Hopper
Summer Evening, 1947, Oil on canvas, 30 x 42 inches

Edward Hopper
Morning Sun, 1952, Oil on canvas, 28 1/8 x 40 1/8 inches

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